I exited out of
Brawlhalla and tabbed into our friend group's vibrant Discord server. Dave, Angelo & Adam were shit-talking public schools and retail in general; I absentmindedly threw in some "true"s before opening up some pages. The leftmost tab is music
—usually some YouTube song and the recommendations that follow. Then there's always Facebook in the 2nd or 3rd spot, periodically closed to not seem too obsessed. I thought about some girl from high school; I bet she's in a really serious relationship right now. There's a pic of her in one of the tabs. It seems like it was taken at a party
—clearly cropped, with another girl's arm trailing her back. Pitchfork gave the new Lorde album a ridiculously high score. Her first one was so great and restrained; [I] hope this one is similarly balanced. Lorde or Lana famalam? Fifth tab is a download link to a nu-disco album I've been trying to find online for ages. I don't know if I trust this filehost. I need to give my friend his mix CD. Sixth tab is a NSFW subreddit (guess my fetish?) Fourth is a pop-up I forgot to close. She didn't answer my text. Close my flip-phone and queue some
folk. I'm pathetic! There was a time where my tone was at least consistent. Reminder to vote in the poll (!) Reminder to appreciate your friends(❤)
I ❤d her in the face, then I closed my browser. My dark purple background felt a bit overwhelming in the poorly-lit middle room. Double-clicked on Rocket League before I realized my computer could barely run it. Threw the icon in the trash; un-installed the game; wondered if I'd ever be good at anything.
💜 💗 💜 Love y'all 💜 💗 💜
No comments:
Post a Comment